THE elusive perfection.

I will be perfectly honest stupid with this entry.

For the past months I've been completely preoccupied with alot of thoughts. I like daydreaming alot, I like thinking about my own predicaments & I bring about questions which you may find really absurd. I tend to dwell in my own world most often than not, and this has been keeping me busy & exhausted than academics.

Some time in my 2nd year in college, I made a speech for my english class. I decided to act as an atheist & talk about God's existence & perfection which is a common attribute of God. There were 2 questions I thought of & up until now, I can't seem to answer it myself. I asked alot of people. Unfortunately, none has given me a satisfying answer & can't seem to justify it themselves.

God is perfect. Even before time, He was already perfect. If that statement is true, what then disturbed this elusive perfection and compelled God to create the earth,heavens, human beings and everything else? Didn't we say He was/is/will be perfect? If something is perfect than it needs nothing else...

Perfection begets perfection. It should right? If God is perfect then why aren't we, we were created by a perfect being. Therefore everything else coming from Him should be perfect.
Im no atheist. I could be agnostic, but I believe in God. But these questions keep tormenting my mind a li'l. I even find these questions disturbing. It's wrong to doubt God or anything else which concerns Him. But we were born to be rational.

Then again, we should'nt dwell too much with logic, I believe its the bad side's way to meddle with our faith. or is it? free from ennui!