breaking promises has always been a BIG NO NO.

Its pretty tough finding time for everyone. Especially if you're running out of it or even if you got conflicting schedules. Its disappointing not being able to alot a few hours for a friend, particularly someone who means something to you. Not to mention, thinking of the fact that they were expecting your presence on a very special day... Its quite a burden to feel the guilt everday thinking of a way how to apologize to someone. And if you did, would they even accept it? Then comes the humiliation you caused yourself....You feel guilty 'coz you broke your promise; that and the pain of thinking how they feel. There's so much psychological and emotional consequences you have to face that you just don't know how to resolve it one by one.
I dont know, this time I'm too convicted to even think of an alibi why I let them down. I give up, I'd rather tell the truth and let them convey their anger to me. Things just have to happen & i just have to accept that and learn something out of the mess I made. It's been going on eversince.